I need to vent...
I have spent the last 3 months working on a project at work.
Hours of my time and hard work
and it was all just thrown out the window today.
I'm so frustrated I could scream!
I had a meeting right at the end of my day where I was told that the group I was working with was going a different direction.
Now I have brought the frustration home with me and here I sit...
I'm mad at myself most of all because I have worked with this group before.
I knew something like this could happen.
And still it blindsided me.
How can I be a good wife and mother when I feel like this?
How do I keep from bringing this kind of stuff home with me?
Hopefully by writing this I can let some of it go.
We're supposed to decorate the Christmas tree tonight.
I want to be happy for that. I want to smile and laugh and enjoy the precious few years I have left with my almost grown children.
Okay, I think I'm ready to be part of the family now.
Thanks for listening.